I awoke this morning feeling very tired! The husband and I stayed up way too late watching a movie. Even though we stay up late, every night, I love our time together and the moments that are ours when the kids are in bed. When the alarm went off at 7:15 am, my warm bed and pillow were beckoning me not to leave. After snoozing, three times, I finally pulled myself out of bed and staggered to the other end of the house to wake up Taylor. She, too, was very tired, but anxious to go to school.
I love that she loves school! I love our morning chats, her smiles and I love you's in the morning. She is always so sweet and affectionate. I love curling, braiding, and topsy-tailing her hair before school. She always cringes and cries because she says I pull too hard, but always loves the end result. She is beautiful! I always find myself staring at her in amazement wondering how I created such a beautiful little girl. Our conversations are always simple, but fun. Her giggles and wiggles always make me smile and warm my heart. After she eats her breakfast, brushes her teeth, and puts her shoes on, we walk to the bus stop. Every time I watch the bus drive away, I feel a slight tug at my heart as I realize she is growing up and becoming more and more independent every day.
Today, as we were walking to the bus stop, the school called me to substitute teach and I accepted. I spent the entire day with 4th graders and had a blast! However, at lunch time I missed my two boys and wondered if they ate their lunch, if Luke got off to preschool okay, and if Blakey missed me singing to him before his nap. I missed it!
After school, I rushed in to find my boys and picked each of them up and squeezed them tight! I marveled at how tall and handsome Luke is. I love that he loves to show me his projects that he made at school...he is so proud! I love to watch the wheels turning in his brain as he explains to me his love for legos and how he can create such amazing things from them. He wants to be Darth Vadar for Halloween...when did his passion change from Toy Story to Star Wars? He gives the best hugs and kisses, and, on his own, always says "mommy, I wuv you." My favorite thing is to listen to Luke pray. His prayers are sincere, thoughtful, kind, and from the heart. His most recent phrase, during prayer, is "please bless all the people on the planet earth, because we love them, but not the bad guys..." He is so cute and so sweet.
Blake is a mamas boy these days. Everywhere I go, he wants to go. He loves riding in the stroller to the bus stop. If he is left behind, I find him at home hysterically crying. I love that he is obsessed with ant hills and loves to crush them and poke sticks in them. I know it's gross, but it is fun to watch him explore. Actually, I love all of his obsessions with bugs-especially spiders, or as he says "spidy." I love his cheeks, his smile, his eyes, his entire chubby little body! I love to watch him explore and play with his brother. Although he is still a "bruiser," he has calmed a little, but I love to watch him wrestle and have fun. I love that he loves his big brother. I love to watch him copy everything Luke does--he idolizes him! I am constantly in awe with how smart he is and how much he is learning and growing every day. He is our sweet little Bubby!
After homework with Taylor, and "rabbit" (rock) hunting with the boys, we spent time together for FHE. Both Taylor and Luke took turns leading the music and sharing their favorite songs. Blakey participated too.
It's been a good day. A day that has left my heart overflowing with gratitude for my husband and precious children. Sometimes it's the simple things in life that make life so great and so worthwhile and I thank my Heavenly Father for these wonderful blessings every day!